Wednesday, December 25, 2013

Something is changing

and I don't know what.

But it's something Big. and Good.

And I like it.

But it makes me feel nervous.

Because I know it's so big and good and I think

I don't deserve it
It won't last
I'll mess it up
Waste it
Let the world beat it out of me
Take it for granted in a week or two


But then I just want to go outside and run and dance and yell and invite people to participate in whatever is happening to me.

Honestly, I think this is what happiness peace is like.

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I haven't showered or changed after my run, my face is red because of the lighting and because I have a red face. I took this using my brother's webcam, and I didn't analyze the usual things I find wrong with my pictures. I just took the picture, and I like it. It's me smiling.